el, is for the way you look, at meee.

I don't know how to drag this out or how to make it as poetic as possible, or flow with intelligence, because I'm tired and drugged up on cold & flu tablets. All I want to say is that I'm in a pensive mood, and I feel like sometimes I'm searching for something that I'll never see. I hope that I will, but right now? Nope. Great huh.