lack of sleep.

if i relaxed, would i be able to sleep properly?
if i was honest with myself, would i be a happier person?
if i swap to accredited, will i regret it?
if i dropped out, would i lose contact with my friends all together?
if i was more open about my faith, would i be more persecuted, or looked up to?


when i move to sydney, will people accept me?
will i be able to cope with the level of study?
will i miss people?
will they miss me?


do i need to change myself?
do people see me as fake?
do i see myself as fake?
do i need to plan things better?


i'm going to win this, and i'm going to win it on my knees.
i need a damn good sleep. i'm not enjoying stress and fatigue.
but i'm actually very happy. promise.