the next five years.

i have a feeling the next five years of my life are going to be full of hard work, and full of fun, accomplishment, fear, new people, and new places.

in no particular order, this is what i wish to have accomplished by the end of 2015:

- remain alive. 
- quit my job at woolworths and get a steady job to save a decent amount of money so i can..
- get out of this place. canberra, you're not a very exciting place to live.
- move to sydney and attend hillsong international leadership college.
- become a church leader of sorts. preferably a worship leader, but i wouldn't mind being a youth pastor either.
- get into the conservatorium of music, or the australian institute of music. then maybe become a high school music teacher for some steady income.
- finish year twelve with a bang, and not v grade anything else.
- train myself to be more motivated to do things. i am terrible with self discipline, i need to stop procrastinating.
- not be so nervous about things regarding self appearance and performances. 
- find you. whoever you are. you've gotta be out there somewhere, but i'm obviously not gonna meet you here.
- spend less money on clothes and coffee.
- learn another instrument, either guitar or saxophone, i think.
- travel. scotland, england, germany, mexico, all around africa, peru, brazil, japan, denmark, france, italy. 
- build stronger relationships with people. 
- keep in touch with those who matter to me after i leave.

i'm sure i could add to this list, but that's basically it so far. i'll do what i can. i'm so psyched for this.

YEWW!