the fine line.

there are two particular issues on my mind at the moment. really, they're the same problem, but they're haunting me as two separate things. i won't reveal the issue exactly, but it seems my way of thinking has dumped me in a huge, tangled "mind-web" that i've spun myself. 

if you've read the entry i wrote before the previous, its the same thing, except over the last two days its become more prominent the more i speak it out, even though i've only told one person. a completely disinterested party who wouldn't tell a soul. the more i think about it, the more i head where i don't want to, but i can't stop. i always have this same problem.

the two issues i face have a fine line between the two. its like a tightrope, and i'm cautiously taking more steps towards the place i don't really want to go. i have many reasons not to go there, and i've ran a pro's and con's list through my head, however the pro's and con's balance each other out. 

i'm stuck. i can't tell the people i usually would. i can't do anything about it but sit here and wish that sometimes, just sometimes, i didn't have to over-think.